30 April 2009

Back to the grind today

I am sitting outside as I blog today - it is nice and I needed some fresh air after today.
I went back to work today - more and more people are hearing that they no longer have employment. I heard someone describe the situation spot on today and I haven't been able to let go of the description. It comes from the scene in the Tom Hanks movie "A League of Their Own" where the girls are in their locker room and someone comes in with a letter from the war department that will say that one of their husband's has been killed. That same sense of who is it going to be made the air thick with tension at work today. It is strange to see students react as they hear that their favorite teacher will not be around to see them graduate...I got lots of hugs. I actually did very well until the middle of the day. My superior came to talk to me...let's just say that I've decided to nick name him the "scab picker" - he had to come and hurt what was just in the beginning stage of healing...why are some people the way they are? I suppose even though the conversation brought tons of tears on my part, it was refreshing to have a tiny chance to speak freely - I don't have much to lose right now if you know what I mean. All along I have not felt "heard" - so I'm not going to try to convince myself that it was any different today, but at least it made me feel better. It was hard to recover from the tears in a matter of 12 minutes before I had to teach my next class. I found a colleague to talk to - and I was able to pull myself together (barely) in time.
I just need a little more space and time to have some perspective about all of this...it's been a rough couple of days! Deep breath!
Now for a nice change of subject - here are my two babies doing what they love most when we spent the day in the garden together. Bambino loves to chew on pieces of wood that he finds. I honestly don't know how he doesn't have tons of splinters in his mouth. It's a cheap "toy" though, and seeing as how we're making cut backs these days, I'm glad he finds pieces of wood in the yard to be fun toys. I guess if he does injest wood that it's a good source of dietary fiber?!

And here's my (not so) little Figaro - he has always preferred a warmer climate - he hates going outside on cold or rainy days and he absolutely detests snow. So a cozy nap in the greenhouse is his ideal way to spend an afternoon. I have to remember to leave the door cracked for him so he can leave when he wants to. I like having him there because it seems to keep other creatures out - I have never had an encounter with a field mouse in there and I want to keep it that way.By the way, the soda bottles and juice containers in the bottom of the picture are my mini green houses - I have been able to get my seeds to sprout very quickly using them as extra layer of insulation. I have to survive one more day before the weekend - then I plan to relax and unwind in a major way. The weather report says rain so that will make for perfect days to spend in my sewing room...

29 April 2009

Bad News, Good News and the Inbetween

I have always hated the delay when someone has news - good or bad - to share - I don't like the dread filled anticipation and not-knowing. So I was [finally] told yesterday that I will not have my job after the end of this school year, it was good to finally know. I've been anticipating this for nearly two months now, feeling deep down inside that I was not going to be teaching at my current school after June...and I honestly went into the meeting where I was told thinking that either way - lose the job or keep it - I was going to be hearing something I didn't want to hear. The job has had drawbacks - ever since I took it I have struggled to be joyful there. It was never a good fit...and it is hard to fight for something that you don't love. Even though there would have been less pressure financially if I'd kept the job, I would have been hard to feel obligated to continue to do something I have not felt right about.


It is easy to say now that the standards I have for teaching and education are not shared by the powers that be at the school. I have been frustrated teaching students who are pushed through a sequence of classes even though they have not been passing the classes or learning the skills they need. In many ways it all boils down to politics - there is pressure to meet "AYP" and to meet standardized testing requirements, but true learning has in many cases been sacrificed. I suppose I held on through my frustration because I hoped to see things change. Now it is not my problem to solve, it never really was, two years at the school was not enough time to affect the culture of the school in a lasting way. I have taught students who have touched my life, and I hopefully have touched some of their lives...that I can take with me. Again, at least I now know what is going to happen and I can begin to make other plans.


Because I am on a 12 month contract I still have 5 months of income in front of me, and it looks like my best option after that (as I ride out this bad economy) will be to substitute teach. So I have been a whirlwind of emotions for the last day, going back and forth between relief that I don't have to do a job that I wasn't happy with anymore, and fear about the financial fall out of this change. The husband has been extremely supportive - he's been very positive and has set a tone that is confident. I guess these things can reinforce a relationship (or not!), I'm grateful to have such a wonderful partner.


On the good news end I have several things to share...my sewing classes start next week, the classes are complimentary with the purchase of my sewing machine. I am looking forward to learning a few new tricks and meeting others who enjoy sewing.


Also, I had a little time outside in the garden today...I finally planted my male and female kiwi plants - they are now along the new fence 8 feet from each other. They should be able to trellis nicely on the fence and be close enough for cross pollination to occur.


I also spent a little time with my tomatoes, giving them another deep watering and checking out their progress. I officially have flowers on not one but two plants - they must like their warm little tent! I will be stoked if I can pull off tomatoes in Washington - friends (that have lived here longer than I have) say not to get my hopes up, but I can't seem to help myself, in a way my tomatoes are one of the best things I have going right now...right?! If I can get them to grow here then the small issue of being unemployed is nothing I can't handle!

Okay another bit of good news to share on the "chicken front" - their coop is coming along splendidly - no small thank you to the husband for his hard work. It received a coat of paint - barn red - yesterday. Today the trim was painted white and roofing completed (My little chicks are going to be living in style and security - their roof is rated to last 30 years!) A recent development to the coop was that it also was wired for a light to be used during the dark winter months - hopefully to keep the ladies a'layin' all through the cold months.

My last bit of news today falls into the "inbetween" category - not specifically good or bad. My dear friend Amber, had two surgeries today. The first was a bilateral mastectomy, the second an immediate reconstruction. She has been on my heart all day - I wish again that I lived closer to her. When you read this Amber, know that my prayers have been whispered on your behalf today. You inspire me and have helped me keep life's bumps and bruises in perspective.

26 April 2009

DO fence me in!

All is well here, yesterday was rainy in the morning and I woke up with a cold. All worked out well though because yesterday ended up being a good day for indoor chores and I also had a hair appointment up in Mt. Vernon with my favorite hair dresser, Michelle. Today has been a gorgeous Pacific Northwest day - sunny with temperatures around 65. After returning from church we spent the day out in the garden, lots of little projects and one big one - with a nice break for Trader Joe's strawberry popcycles.

By the late afternoon I was feeling tired but quite on top of things. I even took the time to put some poppy seeds into the ground - right along the path up to my green house. I also put many, many sunflower seeds into the ground...I am definately getting my heart set on the Tuscan field look again this summer!

I had two more starts to put into the ground - tomato and basil. I noticed that a couple of the tomato plants that I have already planted in the "hot umbrella" are blossoming - this makes me very happy. I have dreams of fresh caprese salad made from my own tomatoes and basil.

Everything in the garden got a good watering...while watering I noticed that my strawberries are starting to blossom. I'm pleased because I was concerned that transplanting them recently might stunt their growth for the season. Doesn't appear to be the case, I'm hoping in a month or so we'll be able to start picking them. Yay!

Several of the other seeds (and bulbs) I've put into the ground have sprouted
  • carrots
  • head lettuce
  • broccoli
  • peas
  • beans
  • radishes
  • red onions

In the green house my seeds have sprouted as well:

  • pumpkins
  • zucchini
  • butternut squash
  • lemon cucumbers
  • roma tomatoes
  • heirloom tomatoes

Most of what is currently in the green house will go into the ground in May - probably in the middle of the month. Around then I'll also put my corn seeds into the ground.

I also have to show yet another couple pictures from the orchard...this is that gorgeous Asian Pear again...Love those blossoms!Another project we worked on today was putting up wire on the posts surrounding the garden - the husband had put the posts into the ground using the post-hold-digger on his tractor earlier this week. At first it was a little hard to get the wire stretched out properly, but after several posts we figured out a system. It is not quite done yet, there is still another section of the garden that needs to be fenced. The tops of the posts will also be trimed off.

We are also going to put a gate at the entrance to the garden and using the extra material we have after trimming the posts, a pergola will be built above the gates. I am super excited about that little detail...I am hoping to grow wisteria on the pergola. That little orange furry friend in the picture below is Figaro. He was supervising today's fencing project.

Lastly, the chickens are still doing well, growing like crazy - and of course obviously eating like crazy. They all have cute little tail feathers now - and their bums are nice and round - not as scrawny as when I got them a week ago. I can't believe it's only been a week, I feel like they are such a big part of my life now! I've been asking all sorts of questions of my friends who already have chickens...figuring out this whole poultry thing! They moved into a bigger space yesterday - a couple of boxes I joined together an made a wire "lid" for. I even put in a sand box play area and a dowl for them to practice perching...I've caught a couple of them using it already - they seem to need to practice a bit to get the balance right. Well enough chicken talk for now, have a fabulous week, I hope there is lots of sunny, wonderful gardening weather where ever you may be!

24 April 2009

Needed a good laugh

The husband and I went to see Seinfeld at the Paramount Theater in Seattle tonight...good show, I laughed harder than I have in a long time. Good, deep, eyes watering, sore abs kind of laughing. I think we'll have to do this type of thing more frequently...I liked it! Have a good weekend!

22 April 2009

The chickens are growing on like crazy on this Earth Day!

I thought I'd give an update on the growth of my eight little hens they are getting huge...and then I'll show some W.I.P. pictures of their coop that the husband has been so lovingly building for them.


The chickens are funny about being held...they try to use their wings to "get away"...
They are eating like crazy and everyday I notice that they get bigger - longer necks, bigger bellies. They are also very, very messy! They get their wood shavings and their food in their water moments after I give them clean water. But, they are cute and I'm definatley looking forward to their fresh eggs. I have heard it takes about 6 months until they begin to lay.Okay, so here is their coop - courtesy of their loving papa. He has worked hard already on it - there are still a few things left to do, but this is my W.I.P. sneak preview. The metal trays are actually industrial sized cookie sheets - they are about 18''x24'' each, we found them at a restaurant supply store. They will have drawer pulls attached so they can be pulled out from the side of the coop. There will be a floor of small box wire over the trays. The sectioned areas are the nesting boxes. The wall behind the nesting boxes is actually two doors that slide open. These doors will allow me to be able to reach in to gather eggs easily.The front wall still needs to be attached - it will have a chicken entrance in the center. There will be a ramp coming up to the entrance for them to come up to their house from ground level. The ground level will be wired in to make a run which will be under the house as well as out several feet in front of the house. Inside there is going to be a roosting pole - made from a dowl that will go from the back wall to the front wall.

I think it is turning out pretty good. The husband has been able to use mostly remnant materials from some of his finished projects...this is good because it's cut the costs down. There are still a few things that we've had to purchase new, but we'll get a great coop for much less than if we bought it commercially. This also means that we can put some more money towards putting a fence around the vegetable garden - the coop will ultimately end up in there. This will be nice for keeping predators and little pests away from the chicks and the vegetables. The chicks are pretty lucky if you ask me - they are going to have a nice crib...or uh coop!

21 April 2009

I could use a little...

This was the BEST sangria I've ever had...it was at a random little restaurant in Rio - I am really wishing I was back there right now. Stuff at work is still on the down slide - I'm playing the waiting game to find out if I'm going to be RIFed (basically pink slipped) from my teaching job. In many ways this is a very insecure and stressful time. It's the not knowing that makes it the worst...being unsure if I should begin to look for other employment. Legally I have to be informed by May 15th, but I've been told it will be sooner. Staying positive is a bit rough, but I'm definately thinking more strategically. The purse in the picture below is one I made about a month ago...what could I sell this for? Pretty soon I need to get my act together for this summer - I want to sell my handmade goods at a farmer's market. The next few weeks will be busy!

I stopped at the liquor market on my way home from work today to pick up a bottle of coconut rum...I was in the mood for a happy hour. BUT...the husband had been working all day on a coop for the chicks. He had also been thinking of how to fill our afternoon - he wanted to pick up a few supplies for the coop and stop at our favorite burrito shop for dinner. So because I am so greatful for my darling putting together a home for my chickies, we put my plans on hold for tomorrow and headed out for coop supplies and burritos.

The chicks are doing well, growing like crazy. The other two pets are still trying to figure out what to think of the chicks. They are still set up in Bambino's kennel. Figaro has been trying to figure out how to get to the chicks...don't worry, they are secure, Fig isn't going to be able to get to them. It's hard to be mad at Figaro for just doing what is instinct for him. We're glad that he keeps mice out of our house and it's the same instinct.This picture cracks me up...he is so determined!

Hope all is well in your neck of the woods on this Tuesday in April! If you are feeling the "downturn" that so many people are going through, you are not alone, I'm there too! I just keep telling myself: This too shall pass!

BTW, Happy Earth Day!

18 April 2009

I am an Octo-Mom...

No, not that kind of octo-mom, no artificial pregnancy for me...just eight chicks. Here are all of my babies in my arms - they are kind of on top of each other in this picture. The breed I chose is Ameraucana. When these girlies start laying their eggs will be green and blue!
These little girl hens like being on top of each other, they seem to prefer spending their time snuggling in a happy, cozy, chicky pile. I love how they came in a little box that looks like a take-out container!
Look how little! They don't like being separated, but conversely, they do like being held in a warm hand...they are soooo soft!They are now set up in their little chickie condo...complete with fresh sugar water (they get this their first day only), cozy pine shaving bedding, a toasty heat lamp, and a good supply of chick feed (the feed is not in this picture because for their first hour they are supposed to only get their sugar water).

So here are my eight little girl hens...six have lighter coloring, two are "brunettes". I don't know how I'm going to be able to tell all of them apart, maybe when they get older their looks will be different? I have decided they are going to be named for places that I've lived or lived close to...so here are the names: San Jose, Los Gatos, Fremont, San Luis Obispo (San Luis for short), Castro Valley (Castro for short), Pleasanton, Berkeley, and Stanwood.They will live in this smaller area for the next month or so, then they will be moved out to a still-to-be-built coop and run. For now they are hanging out in Bambino's kennel - he is sleeping in his closed crate in the kennel...well at least trying to sleep, the chicks seem to be a bit nocturnal, they've been cheeping since the sun went down. So Bambino may not get tons of sleep, but I guess that's his karma since he has kept us up many nights with his barking - mostly in the first weeks we had him when he was a little pup. It will be good bonding time for him with his eight new little "sisters".

As I mentioned, we still have to build their outdoor coop and run. It will be an interesting challenge to build something economically. The other interesting challenge will be keeping Figaro away from the chicks...he has already heard their chirping and is interested in a bad way. Once they are full grown he'll back off, I've noticed that the chickens that our neighbors have keep him interested, but he can see that they are too big to go after. So until the chicks are that big I'll be playing body-guard to my eight little hens.

So I am obviously excited about the chicks...they and all of their supplies are an early 31st birthday present.

In addition to getting the chickens today we also visited this store up in Bellingham today, they sell recycled building materials...it is a cool store full of some great treasures. I particularly can't get my mind off of some really cool basket lockers that they were selling - the ones I saw today are the perfect height to use as a base for a sewing table...I'm thinking about saving up a stash to buy a set to use just for that purpose. We also stopped by the Bellingham Farmer's Market after a yummy pizza lunch. I bought a basil start and two gallon sized tomato plants - both are heirloom varieties. All said plants will go into the ground tomorrow as long as the weather continues to agree (the sunshine today was beautiful).

So here's to a great weekend already, having new little hens whose eggs I am already looking forward to, and the promise of basil and tomatoes. I am going to have to make a yummy caprese salad this summer when everything is ready to harvest.

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